Sunday, January 18, 2009

i just didn't learn

it starts with indifference
then the vacuum of emptiness
that deafening silence in the heart
heaviness of the soul sets in next
followed by inexplicable sadness
tingled with bitter anger

repeat cycle every month

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memories circa 06/07

6 comments:

  1. Totally understand. That's exactly what I go through every other month. Despite all the scientific explanation of hormonal imbalance and yada-yada...i still can't comprehend how this repeated cycle creeps in to cause lotsa instability even for a few days! Been reading the hearties blog for a while, enjoying every bit of it, but never had the chance to comment. Never too late to pop in a word or two aye.. :)

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  2. Ooppss.. i should have at least left a nick behind or something. Hmmm..'Vanilla' it shall be then.

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  3. yeah, us women cant understand it, and yet, we still expect the men to accept and still love us when we tear their heads off for every wrong move they make during that time of month :)

    thanks for popping by vanilla, never too late indeed :)

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  4. Oooohhh you're totally right on that. Well that's because we expect them to just understand and not to question us during those times. But i've accepted the fact that there are some things in women's life that the men just don't seem to get it, after repeated gentle warnings. I better not go on down that road... hahahahaha!! Having such a cranky and restless time past few days. Trying to feel an inch better today. - Vanilla

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  5. same! cranky, restless, bored all at once. i refuse to blame it all on pms...

    hopefully tmrw will be a better day eh? ;)

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  6. haha omg, me too! ok not the cranky bit (nt yet) but definitely the bored and restless bit. haha have a good day today hearties!

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