settling down for less

Being single is a choice. I think most of us, including you, our dear readers, can get attached is a jiffy, if we choose to. It’s a matter of dropping your expectations and thinking long term isn’t it – procreating for the greater good, making our parents happy, escaping boredom in old age. So many reasons to just go out and settle down, to settle for less...

We could. But why are we not doing it? Why am I not doing it?

My answer to this question came recently, when I saw pictures of my freshly attached friends.

That look on their faces.

Bliss. Just pure bliss of gazing each other in the eyes.

The joy of proclaiming to the world (or your facebook friends, at least) that yes, you’ve finally found someone!

Not caring if everyone thinks you’re a love sick nut case, coz YOU are happy.

That overwhelming feeling that consumes your whole being until it shows on your face even as you walk down the street alone.

I want that. I really do.

But oh wells. Not everyone can get what they want eh?

On to the next match-up!


p/s: in pms mode. Guess that’s self explanatory.

out

Plastered heart's out of sight...
Barren heart's out of town...
The only thing I'm out of is the office.

I've been on m.c. And boy do I want the stupid virus out of my system...
I'm feeling blue, restless, emotional and just bored out of my mind.

Flu + PMS sure is a potent mix.

And why can't guys have sore balls every month?

upset to the max

on days like these, i wish i had my very own personal human punching bag.

xoxo,
barren "not-thankful-it's-friday" heart

i just didn't learn

it starts with indifference
then the vacuum of emptiness
that deafening silence in the heart
heaviness of the soul sets in next
followed by inexplicable sadness
tingled with bitter anger

repeat cycle every month

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memories circa 06/07